Track 3 from the “Merchaholic Anonymous” Mixtape.
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Merchaholic [Hook]
Now n’ then I catch myself lost in time, don’t wanna be watched anymore with the nine,
They say I’m gonna be fine, but why else would I be writing this rhyme…
here n’ there I find myself beer in hand, my foot is still stuck on the first step of the plan,
They say I’m gonna be fine, but why else would I be writing this rhyme…
Merchaholic [Verse 1]
line after line my nose starts to bleed, drips off my lips n’ onto my feet,
who woulda thought that blood would run deep, into the soil out grows a tree,
I’m my hardest as a creative arist, took off the harness no more Mr.harmless,
we acomplish you an acomplice when I drop-this everybody run n’ cop-this,
we a team now never-will-we-be senile, people killin’ me with all the denile,
lean n’ chill fe-awile, take my shoes n’ walk a mile,
someone in the way, then knock em-out,
look em in the eye n’ say, your luck was out,
I don’t give a shit what the fuck you talk about,
They say I’m gonna be fine, but why else would I be writing this rhyme…
Merchaholic [Verse 2]
I’m holdin’ onto the ledge of a rocky cliff,
Tryin’ to reach the top of the edge before my fingers slip,
don’t want my life to do an acrobatic backflip,
fire lead to paper, automatic gat-clip,
I’m so bright, you all blinded when I’m in sight,
a damn fright, I’m the shadow of the night life,
I’m on point, the blood on the killers knife,
a gram joint, high lookin’ how I took flight,
I look back through the clouds, feelin’ proud,
turn the stereo loud, I like to hear the sounds,
my lungs are my ear canals,
music near, no fear for now,
when I go deaf, I wont have another breath,
hip hops death will-cause-fatal-errors-in-my chest,
battlein’ for air as I grab for what’s left,
battlein’ for air as I grab for what’s next…
Lil’ T [Verse 3]
It seems that everytime, I turn and look for help,
that there aint noone else around so I get through it myself,
I love my crew, so I’m never calling them out,
instead I’m trying to fucking tell you that I’m looking for help,
seen my life ripped to pieces right infront of my eyes,
but now when shit gets heavy I just look to the sky,
and I pray to the lord and hope he answers me,
hi I’m weak father, your not as strong as thee,
now I’m only human inside my pride has been hidden,
I’m so driving with the decision to take my life and start living,
it’s been a rough path, and such a long track,
but now I realise that everyones’ been fighting back,
now if you love something, then you should let it go,
and if it comes back to you well then it’s yours to hold,
well if that’s the case then I should let this rap go,
and if it blows back, well then I’ll really know…
